scary~~~~

yesterday mme n my sisters were in MPH. i forgot that my mom's phone with me. thn whn we almost done, i called my mom. thn she picked up n said heello. thn after that, no voice. but i heard the sound like as of she's adjusting her phone. then i kept on saying helllooo... no voice. thn i hang up. thn i called again, cant get through. suddenly i heard my mom's phone's message alert. i got so shocked. i was wondering wat sound is that.. thn i  checked my pocket. n i took out my mom's phone.. MY MOM'S PHONE! i tot i just heard my mmom's voice? i am 100% sure that i heard my mom's voice saying hello from the phone! but who answered just now?? my mom's phone is in my pocket! i heard no ringtone whn i called my mom's phone. wat?!?!? crazy....who was i talking to? y isn't the phone ringing in my pocket?

OMG!!!
=.=''''

hmm...

i dunno wat shud i say.. i think i still have some feelings towards him... i dun wan it anymore... i wan it to end! but.. its still haunts me agn n agn.. i tot im over it d...but i end up... feeling knives stabbed into my heart... knives....i dunno wat to say anymore.. just end it pls?? pls....

orphanage...

the leo club members went to the orphanage in taman megah.. the kids there r really clever. whatever questions u ask, they'll answer.. i mean in academic...they r really good kids.. the boy i taught, he is really really playful! but he really can answer the maths questions. although he is playful but he manage to do wat he is supposed to do.. it's a good thing...
  thn we went to the main house. n sort of be with the kids.. most of them are down sindrom kids.. whn i went into the house, i saw babies who r down sindrom, i really almost cried out.. thn melissa n xue er seemed like they r going to cry too.. it's really saddening to see the babies like that.. seriously~~.. thn after that, we started cleaning the place.. i triep to mop the floor. but thn the kakak there said i do wrong d...hmm~~ haha... but after this trip to the orphanage, i realize that, the kids without their parents, they r more independent and clever..because they have to stand on their on n not other people.. who else must they rely on?? no one but themselves...

i'm sorry

guys~~ i'm sorry if i really made u guys unhappy or offended...i'm sorry if i said anything wrong... but one thing that im sure of is.. i love all my frns... the only one i hate is someone[whom i dunno yet] who talks behind my back..everybody hates that person rite?? so, thats all...^^

dammit!!!

these people.. after the read my vlog thn enuf d la.. y wanna be unhappy? as if im talking bout that?? n i dun understand which part they r unhappy bout? huh?? tel me?!?!?! wat the hell....it's my blog la ok? respect bit?? =.=''..u dun like it thn fine..keep it to urself n not spread it to everyone!!! zzz

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i really dunno wat to say.. it's my blog...it's the place where i can experss every single thing in me.. but if u sort of offended, just tel me ok??  is it even wrong for me to express wat i felt in my blog?? it's mine...i was pissed that time..pls understand my situation.. everyone cann get pissed n can write watever they wan to.. rite? ...i am totally speechless now..~~

getting over it..

lets see...the last day i sent to him the msg n until now..no reply from him..i guess gotta get over it d...it's like watching a movie...a guy n a girl separated. the guy starts to forget bout the girl but inside he loves her very much..but the girl doesn't knw bout how he feels inside..so she got hurt deeper n deeper..luckily there r frns who r there to help her out.. thr's someone to lend her his shoulders.. soon after that, the guy comes back to the girl but the girl is pushing him away.. but she can't resist him cz both of them r true lovers. they r each other's 1st love..so no wonder...
  but in reality, do u think that there is something like tat? i hope it does but it doesn't..im actually getting over him.. his frn told me that he's busy with stuffs.. i think i dun really undertsand him tat much. so breaking up is the one n only choice i think..

Getting over it...